-B.A.C.K-

Ohaiyo~

Finally I back to my blogger ...

I think... around 2 months I never updated my blogger already..

Haha~ Lazy ma. . . . . . . =.=

Ermmm.. 15 days to go, my "DEATH" line is coming lu~

That's means the Final Examination for second semester..

haihzz~ time is always not enough for us,

CHICHA!!! = 8 months studied at KTAR.

Why?? Why my dearly "TIME" was going so fast one~~~?

hmmmmmm . . . . . . . . T.T

I am really worry about my CGPA for this semester..

I don't wanna failed any subjects anymore,

it's really make me feel so down while I failed...

Please! Help me, God! Bless me. . . .

Oh Oh!!! No no no. . . . . NOT GOD~

is BUDDHA~ hahahaaa.. "omeitofu~"

Thanks a lot ya~ kaka....

Next target!!! CGPA = 3.0 or above~~~

ADD OIL ARHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ermm..sorry, extra comment here ya..

After this updating, I also don't know when

I will updated my next blogger again, so. . .

can wait horr?? kaka^^

Because of exam ma, sorry lu~

-D.I.E.-

Finally, I got my result!

stupid la!

Failed 2 subjects out of 7 subjects,

and my CGPA only 2.5 something.. ..

Why like that one? so.........

Don't know how to said, so upset now..

I thought I may pass all, even only PASS I also don't mind~

but now... just can accept it!!

both of my classmates get 2 As, 3 As, 4 As and so on......

me? stupid la~~ no A at all...

sob sob..=.=

-NervouS-

Results are coming out soon,

and it will be sent to my house address,

I will try my best to stopped the letter and ever don't let my daddy saw that..

SURE! if my results are all pass then never mind la, but if... ....

OPPOSITE??!! Goodbye, my friends.. I got a "meeting" with god..

Aha ha... Now I just can beg my dearest God,

hope that I won't failed any one of all the subjects,

Please~!!!!!!

Stress!!

I can't tell to anyone..

I can't cry to anyone..

I just can keep it inside my heart,

and try to shut my mouth every time..

Sometimes.. I try to asked....

" God, is it really fair to me? Why me? Please don't treat me like that! "

I beg.. and I cried by alone..

When I saw all are very Lucky which is my friends that all around me..

Beside that, for me? Always bad luck!

Inside my mind.. I always keep on saying,

" It's really really really UNFAIR!!! UNFAIR UNFAIR!! "

I am a human too, Why huh??

Please stopped playing me..

I am not a person who are high E Q.. .. ..

I can't handle it well while still continued like that..

I Beg You~

4 more days to go!

Second semester is gonna starting on 6 of October,

so I said... Holidays are very very shorter and shorter..

but in the another hand, can spent more time in college according to better I stay at home with nothing to do!!

Now... need to stopped playful and started to concentrate on my study again,

so~boring... and also lazy to face that...

just the word out of my heart, dare to tell my father..

later got scolded by him then sure I die!!

OK, let's stopped this stupid topic... ...

Most of my friends said I'm getting loss weight,

but... never gain my HEIGHT!!

What the stupid thing you talking about, man..

Sure, I know I can't getting taller even 1 cm also no..

Whatever.. Girl no need too taller,

I think only la!

Is it better on my look after loss weight??

or...Not?

give some comment,

for improving my confidence..

ha ha. . . . . . . . ha ha . . . . . . . . . .

Of course, I can't said I am so pretty or cute or whatever thing..

and I also never said that..

I just a normal girl, not clever and low E Q ..

Anyway, I got a good boyfriend who is always listen to my mind..

then... that is enough for me~

I Love You, dear..

B-A-C-K

Aha.. here I am back to the blog~

I feel so sorry about that long time never updated my blogggg..

First of the reason and also the main reason is LAZY!!

but Really la, so~~~Lazy...

In addition, I has nothing to write too~

may be all of you will feel so boring when reading my blog,

even I will also feel bored because I didn't put some photo for supporting my blogger~

so... it's not so interesting to you all guys and gals,

but I will try to changed it...

Firstly, I had been changed the song..

Next, I will think again~

Now~ Let's talk about my college's life... ...

5 more days I will started my second semester,

hOLidaYs is always FEW and FEWER..

still don't know how the exam result on first semester,

need to wait and wait and wait wait wait!!

Sure DIE!! when I get the result~

Nervous now. . . . . . .

Tell you by honestly,

I had never been so NERVOUS before that,

even either in primary school or secondary school or whatever..

when taking the examination in college really different..

Will got heart attacked every second..

aha~ No la, just have a joke with you all..

won't so serious, just really feel nervous~

Anyway, hope that I can get a good result although I don't have enough confidence...

Yap Seen Mun, if you think you can..You can!

ha ha... Stupid me~

对不起，朋友~

我终于回来部落格了，
全是因为发生了一件我从来没有预想过的事，
而令到我想写出来，
这件事并不是发生在我的身上，
而是...在我的朋友身上！
相信对大家来说这件事情并不陌生，
是H1N1疑似病例。
朋友，虽然我不会明白被隔离的感觉，
可是我知道这是件很痛苦的事，
你从NS回来，我没有第一时间找你，
是我不好...
你有这个病，我没有第一时间关心你，
是我忽略...
I'm really feel so sorry, friend.. ..
请原谅我的不好，
我这个朋友当得不好。
你有事情，我却什么都帮不上忙，
只能通过网上和你聊天。
现在还不是确定病例，
所以，你不能太悲观...
Just promise me, you will cheer up..
either it is confirmed or not...
OK? 永远的姐妹~

Tired~

Sorry, my dear friends~

I'm really busy on my course works this few days,

so I have no time for write my blog,

now only I updated,

and I think I won't update my blog in the short weeks..

please forgive me..

I will update as fast as possible when I'm free,

now got 3 Assignment need to do,

and also essay for BM,

because my BM had no credit..

Finally my timetable is fixed,

but not really NICE la~

Look Down!! Please... ...

Monday, 8am-10am(BM) 10am-11.30am(Hubungan Etnik-Tutorial)

Tuesday, 8am-10am(English language)

Wednesday, 8am-10am(Kitchen Management) 10am-12pm(Introduction to Hospitality

Industry-Lecture) 1.30pm-3pm(I.t.H.I-Tutorial)

Thursday, 8am-9am(English language) 9.30am-11am(Economics for Hospitality Industry-T)

12pm-2pm(E.f.H.I-Lecture) 4pm-8pm(Kitchen Management-Practical)

Friday, 9am-12pm(Japanese/French) 1pm-2pm(Hubungan Etnik-L)

3pm-4.30pm(Kitchen Management-Tutorial)

Mm.. is it very BAD?

need to study until night and 4 days need to wake up at 5a.m,

then started my travel to go college around 6a.m,

so~~~~Tired!!!!

That's all for today, my friends..

Bye~

Ugly!!!

Oh my goodness!!

I am becoming more ugly and fat~

I feel so sadly when I saw those who are very cute and pretty,

because I want to be a pretty girl~

(Che~who don't want pretty?)

especially my dark circle and my body shape,

AWFUL!!! are you agree with me?

I cannot became slim even I have try to keep fit,

hey, I really got try it..don't laugh OK?

I know what you guys thinking one,

am I right?

both of your guys always keep on saying...

"aiya, no need keep fit la..it's same either you keep or not.."

I really wanna keep you all mouth shut!!

(sometimes la~~^^)

OK la, be seriously... ...

God!! please help me....

Let me become more pretty and more slim,

I beg u!

Alone

Study alone at college is not bad,

although got chat with others,

but they got their own group friends..

Certainly! sure I will feel lonely sometimes,

just let it be normal for me..

Study alone can be more concentrated in my studies,

can went home as fast as possible without waiting,

is it nice? I know that~

because all my old friends is different courses with me,

They take the courses of Accounting la,

Finance la, PR la, Marketing la, Advertising Design la,

Fashion Design la, Journalism and others... ...

Alone.. is still OK for me la!

+Present+

Thanks for my neighbour's Mummy~

She had gave me a present immediately when she arrived home,

she just came back from China actually,

really surprised, I never think she will remember..

And I never said I must want present from you all,

I will feel so happy even just a wish actually,

no need cheat me that you got buy,

I supposed to know you all forgot to buy or...

You all never want to buy also doesn't matter,

it's not a big deal for me, just let it go..

Tomorrow no school because my timetable is haven't out yet,

Tuesday need to go to college for booking the time at Library,

and also because of my chef's uniform..

that's all for today, now continue to online..

Happy Birthday To "Me"~

Today, 21 of May is my 18th birthday..
I am not really so happy at all actually,
because not many peoples wished me or remember my birthday too..
just a few of peoples remember and wished me by early,
thank you for who has wished me,
Thanks Bao,my dear~;
Thanks Siang Wei;
Thanks Mei Peng and whole Family;
Thanks Peak San;
Thanks Shu Ying;
Thanks Siew Yee;
Thanks Yiin Fan, Nicole;
Thanks Erica;
Thanks Bee Leng..
That's all for who remember my birthday,
THANK YOU SO MUCH~
Today almost 6p.m only I reached home after school..
wow~that's raining cats and dogs this afternoon,
so BAD luck la! I need to run and rushes into the bus,
whole bodies wet wet already~
==
BAD BIRTHDAY~~~ ^^

Hotel Management = X Easy...

Yesterday is the second day Briefing for us..

In the morning, both of the freshmen reached school early around half an hour or one hour,

because we need to looking for the place where we gonna to go,

both of us are holding the school guide and trying to find,

Walk and walking.. The school are too big area..

really hard to find a place..

some persons are trying to asked other freshmen, included me~

Then I answered them that :" I also still looking around, So... I also cannot help you on this.."

after half an hour, we still keep on finding...

Really feel so hot and tired..

Suddenly, I have saw my senior- David..

He is the senior who taking the course of Hotel Management,

he is rushed into some place, so.. I just followed him..

He is walking by very quickly steps,

after a few minutes, I am reached the hall finally..

When I stepped in the hall, I saw many freshmen and also our seniors..

they gonna started their briefing..

They keep on saying :"Tourism sit on my left and Hotel Management sit on center and my right"

Very busy, right? They are very friendly and funny too~

After they rearranged the place for our seats,

The area of Hotel Management is 3/4 and Tourism is only 1/4..

Finally, the briefing started~

They said we need to choose what language do we want to learn,

either French or Japanese..?

And then they was trying to give some examples to show us about how to say "I am" in French,

answer is" Je sius"..

Other than this, we also need to buy the chef's uniforms,

Chef's Jacket, Checked Pants, Kitchen Towel, White Apron, White Scarf, Cook's Cap and the last is Safety Shoes..

the teacher also got talk about the examination... ...

She said if semester 1,2 and 3 added together,

our CGPA is under 2.0, we can't continued on the second year..

That's means we need to resit year one..

So she advised we must work harder and don't be a child again,

and also no Honeymoon anymore..

Must be more serious and concentrate on our studies..

I am feel more pressured and nervous too..

SCARED~

Finally..

Finally!! I started my college school life..

Today is the first day for the Orientation Programme..

I reached school about 9.30a.m but it will start at 10.30a.m,

heheee~ so i wait at canteen 2 first..

afterward, I move to the college hall..

really so many freshmen.. and also very hot, kakaaaaa~

Our programme run until almost 2p.m only finished..

after that, their staffs bring us go around the TARC,

and also introduced both of the buildings ..

really confused when I concentrated on their talks..

It finished about 2.40p.m something,

I really feel very very very Tired when finally finish..

haihzzz~ after that sure went home by bus and LRT,

around 1 hour and half only I arrived LRT Station Sri Petaling,

TIRED ARHH!!!! @.@ @.@ @.@

tomorrow got Briefing again, oh my god~

Need to arrived there before 9a.m... ...

Help~~

-Down-

Yesterday, you have told me a BAD news!!

You said may be you won't beside me when my 18th birthday,

because you will travel to outstation for your jobs..

I was feel unhappy when I heard it from you, really!

I know it's not u really want to do that,

just because of your jobs is more important,

I can and I will understand...

After that~ I have told myself that I will not blame on you,

it's doesn't matter actually..

Even I was cheerless~

Hubby~ promised me, please..

don't go too long time.. I miss you..

I know you are really tired of your jobs,

and I can't do anything for you.. I feel sorry, dear~

every time you came my house after you finished your working,

I just can let you feel relax and do not disturbed you,

I am really feel I am useless when I can't help you in any problems..

So, you have no need to worry about that I will angry or what...

you just go to outstation with your manager,

I never blocked you.. it's your jobs..

and I.. will also concentrate in my studies..

I will bestir oneself, and you don't be give up too..

I will supported you always~

Friendship With A Meaning

Certainty... ...

Friends will come and Friends will go,

That's the way of life we know..

But some of us get lucky and meet a special one,

You will know you will always be together and can always have some fun..

that one special person may change along the way,

But always be forgiving and be there every day..

There will be some hard times, but you can work things through,

She will be there for you too, if a friend is true,

Nothing can come between you, no matter what its size,

You must look at the good things and not listen to the lies..

So.. if you find that person, never let them go,

Cause if you do.. life with them and you may never know...

Henceforth,

Certify for yourself that you will cherish your own Friendship!

Ex-"Friends"?

Friendship.. is it will Forever?

i don't think so~

because i have a group of friends leave me..

they Leave me alone..

Count from that day they never find me,

i also don't know how long times ..

Long times never go out with them..

Long times never chatting with them..

Long till i also not interested go out with them anymore,

even they called me after 3 months or 6 months i think...

they became seldom come my house..

eventually~ we're became look like strangers..

our friendships became more awful..

even we're never say hello to each others when we meet..

the Feeling~ don't know how to explain it..

Friends... ... Not i don't wanna to keep our friendships..

Just, we're all change.. it's our reminiscence..

we can't unburden oneself and grouch by truthful...

i don't like to suspect or quarrel with anyone..

i like directness for keep endless friendship..

Providentially.. i won't forgot our friendship's piecemeal..

Included scenes of Happy or Unhappy~

I hope both of you will find another friend is more suitable..

Hope both of you happy always..

Goodbye, my ex-Friends..

cOminG sOoN~

walao~

almost near..

almost near..

coming soon..

u know what i means?

i gonna start my college school life..

can u imagine it?

haihzzz~

my face look like student??

is it? NO... ...

i'm not a clever gal..

i know i'm not a person who like to study..

really.. i'm really don't like..

but.. just because of my father~

when started my school life,

I need to go to school by LRT and bus everyday..

need to go before at least 2 hours..

because.. it's not near from my house..

my college at GENTING KELANG,

and my house is at HAPPY GARDEN..

oh my god~

but.. i also have to accepted it..

keep on going!!!

新的开始

新的一年；

新的开始；

新的生活；

还有。。新的部落格！

即将要开始踏入另一个阶段的我，

要重新适应新的学校，

重新适应新的同学，

新的环境，

是时候学习学习~

怎样独立。。

既然已经选好了自己以后要走的路，

就要好好的加油，

加把劲儿把它完成！