Ugly!!!

Oh my goodness!!

I am becoming more ugly and fat~

I feel so sadly when I saw those who are very cute and pretty,

because I want to be a pretty girl~

(Che~who don't want pretty?)

especially my dark circle and my body shape,

AWFUL!!! are you agree with me?

I cannot became slim even I have try to keep fit,

hey, I really got try it..don't laugh OK?

I know what you guys thinking one,

am I right?

both of your guys always keep on saying...

"aiya, no need keep fit la..it's same either you keep or not.."

I really wanna keep you all mouth shut!!

(sometimes la~~^^)

OK la, be seriously... ...

God!! please help me....

Let me become more pretty and more slim,

I beg u!

Alone

Study alone at college is not bad,

although got chat with others,

but they got their own group friends..

Certainly! sure I will feel lonely sometimes,

just let it be normal for me..

Study alone can be more concentrated in my studies,

can went home as fast as possible without waiting,

is it nice? I know that~

because all my old friends is different courses with me,

They take the courses of Accounting la,

Finance la, PR la, Marketing la, Advertising Design la,

Fashion Design la, Journalism and others... ...

Alone.. is still OK for me la!

+Present+

Thanks for my neighbour's Mummy~

She had gave me a present immediately when she arrived home,

she just came back from China actually,

really surprised, I never think she will remember..

And I never said I must want present from you all,

I will feel so happy even just a wish actually,

no need cheat me that you got buy,

I supposed to know you all forgot to buy or...

You all never want to buy also doesn't matter,

it's not a big deal for me, just let it go..

Tomorrow no school because my timetable is haven't out yet,

Tuesday need to go to college for booking the time at Library,

and also because of my chef's uniform..

that's all for today, now continue to online..

Happy Birthday To "Me"~

Today, 21 of May is my 18th birthday..
I am not really so happy at all actually,
because not many peoples wished me or remember my birthday too..
just a few of peoples remember and wished me by early,
thank you for who has wished me,
Thanks Bao,my dear~;
Thanks Siang Wei;
Thanks Mei Peng and whole Family;
Thanks Peak San;
Thanks Shu Ying;
Thanks Siew Yee;
Thanks Yiin Fan, Nicole;
Thanks Erica;
Thanks Bee Leng..
That's all for who remember my birthday,
THANK YOU SO MUCH~
Today almost 6p.m only I reached home after school..
wow~that's raining cats and dogs this afternoon,
so BAD luck la! I need to run and rushes into the bus,
whole bodies wet wet already~
==
BAD BIRTHDAY~~~ ^^

Hotel Management = X Easy...

Yesterday is the second day Briefing for us..

In the morning, both of the freshmen reached school early around half an hour or one hour,

because we need to looking for the place where we gonna to go,

both of us are holding the school guide and trying to find,

Walk and walking.. The school are too big area..

really hard to find a place..

some persons are trying to asked other freshmen, included me~

Then I answered them that :" I also still looking around, So... I also cannot help you on this.."

after half an hour, we still keep on finding...

Really feel so hot and tired..

Suddenly, I have saw my senior- David..

He is the senior who taking the course of Hotel Management,

he is rushed into some place, so.. I just followed him..

He is walking by very quickly steps,

after a few minutes, I am reached the hall finally..

When I stepped in the hall, I saw many freshmen and also our seniors..

they gonna started their briefing..

They keep on saying :"Tourism sit on my left and Hotel Management sit on center and my right"

Very busy, right? They are very friendly and funny too~

After they rearranged the place for our seats,

The area of Hotel Management is 3/4 and Tourism is only 1/4..

Finally, the briefing started~

They said we need to choose what language do we want to learn,

either French or Japanese..?

And then they was trying to give some examples to show us about how to say "I am" in French,

answer is" Je sius"..

Other than this, we also need to buy the chef's uniforms,

Chef's Jacket, Checked Pants, Kitchen Towel, White Apron, White Scarf, Cook's Cap and the last is Safety Shoes..

the teacher also got talk about the examination... ...

She said if semester 1,2 and 3 added together,

our CGPA is under 2.0, we can't continued on the second year..

That's means we need to resit year one..

So she advised we must work harder and don't be a child again,

and also no Honeymoon anymore..

Must be more serious and concentrate on our studies..

I am feel more pressured and nervous too..

SCARED~

Finally..

Finally!! I started my college school life..

Today is the first day for the Orientation Programme..

I reached school about 9.30a.m but it will start at 10.30a.m,

heheee~ so i wait at canteen 2 first..

afterward, I move to the college hall..

really so many freshmen.. and also very hot, kakaaaaa~

Our programme run until almost 2p.m only finished..

after that, their staffs bring us go around the TARC,

and also introduced both of the buildings ..

really confused when I concentrated on their talks..

It finished about 2.40p.m something,

I really feel very very very Tired when finally finish..

haihzzz~ after that sure went home by bus and LRT,

around 1 hour and half only I arrived LRT Station Sri Petaling,

TIRED ARHH!!!! @.@ @.@ @.@

tomorrow got Briefing again, oh my god~

Need to arrived there before 9a.m... ...

Help~~

-Down-

Yesterday, you have told me a BAD news!!

You said may be you won't beside me when my 18th birthday,

because you will travel to outstation for your jobs..

I was feel unhappy when I heard it from you, really!

I know it's not u really want to do that,

just because of your jobs is more important,

I can and I will understand...

After that~ I have told myself that I will not blame on you,

it's doesn't matter actually..

Even I was cheerless~

Hubby~ promised me, please..

don't go too long time.. I miss you..

I know you are really tired of your jobs,

and I can't do anything for you.. I feel sorry, dear~

every time you came my house after you finished your working,

I just can let you feel relax and do not disturbed you,

I am really feel I am useless when I can't help you in any problems..

So, you have no need to worry about that I will angry or what...

you just go to outstation with your manager,

I never blocked you.. it's your jobs..

and I.. will also concentrate in my studies..

I will bestir oneself, and you don't be give up too..

I will supported you always~

Friendship With A Meaning

Certainty... ...

Friends will come and Friends will go,

That's the way of life we know..

But some of us get lucky and meet a special one,

You will know you will always be together and can always have some fun..

that one special person may change along the way,

But always be forgiving and be there every day..

There will be some hard times, but you can work things through,

She will be there for you too, if a friend is true,

Nothing can come between you, no matter what its size,

You must look at the good things and not listen to the lies..

So.. if you find that person, never let them go,

Cause if you do.. life with them and you may never know...

Henceforth,

Certify for yourself that you will cherish your own Friendship!

Ex-"Friends"?

Friendship.. is it will Forever?

i don't think so~

because i have a group of friends leave me..

they Leave me alone..

Count from that day they never find me,

i also don't know how long times ..

Long times never go out with them..

Long times never chatting with them..

Long till i also not interested go out with them anymore,

even they called me after 3 months or 6 months i think...

they became seldom come my house..

eventually~ we're became look like strangers..

our friendships became more awful..

even we're never say hello to each others when we meet..

the Feeling~ don't know how to explain it..

Friends... ... Not i don't wanna to keep our friendships..

Just, we're all change.. it's our reminiscence..

we can't unburden oneself and grouch by truthful...

i don't like to suspect or quarrel with anyone..

i like directness for keep endless friendship..

Providentially.. i won't forgot our friendship's piecemeal..

Included scenes of Happy or Unhappy~

I hope both of you will find another friend is more suitable..

Hope both of you happy always..

Goodbye, my ex-Friends..

cOminG sOoN~

walao~

almost near..

almost near..

coming soon..

u know what i means?

i gonna start my college school life..

can u imagine it?

haihzzz~

my face look like student??

is it? NO... ...

i'm not a clever gal..

i know i'm not a person who like to study..

really.. i'm really don't like..

but.. just because of my father~

when started my school life,

I need to go to school by LRT and bus everyday..

need to go before at least 2 hours..

because.. it's not near from my house..

my college at GENTING KELANG,

and my house is at HAPPY GARDEN..

oh my god~

but.. i also have to accepted it..

keep on going!!!