-D.I.E.-

Finally, I got my result!

stupid la!

Failed 2 subjects out of 7 subjects,

and my CGPA only 2.5 something.. ..

Why like that one? so.........

Don't know how to said, so upset now..

I thought I may pass all, even only PASS I also don't mind~

but now... just can accept it!!

both of my classmates get 2 As, 3 As, 4 As and so on......

me? stupid la~~ no A at all...

sob sob..=.=

-NervouS-

Results are coming out soon,

and it will be sent to my house address,

I will try my best to stopped the letter and ever don't let my daddy saw that..

SURE! if my results are all pass then never mind la, but if... ....

OPPOSITE??!! Goodbye, my friends.. I got a "meeting" with god..

Aha ha... Now I just can beg my dearest God,

hope that I won't failed any one of all the subjects,

Please~!!!!!!

Stress!!

I can't tell to anyone..

I can't cry to anyone..

I just can keep it inside my heart,

and try to shut my mouth every time..

Sometimes.. I try to asked....

" God, is it really fair to me? Why me? Please don't treat me like that! "

I beg.. and I cried by alone..

When I saw all are very Lucky which is my friends that all around me..

Beside that, for me? Always bad luck!

Inside my mind.. I always keep on saying,

" It's really really really UNFAIR!!! UNFAIR UNFAIR!! "

I am a human too, Why huh??

Please stopped playing me..

I am not a person who are high E Q.. .. ..

I can't handle it well while still continued like that..

I Beg You~

4 more days to go!

Second semester is gonna starting on 6 of October,

so I said... Holidays are very very shorter and shorter..

but in the another hand, can spent more time in college according to better I stay at home with nothing to do!!

Now... need to stopped playful and started to concentrate on my study again,

so~boring... and also lazy to face that...

just the word out of my heart, dare to tell my father..

later got scolded by him then sure I die!!

OK, let's stopped this stupid topic... ...

Most of my friends said I'm getting loss weight,

but... never gain my HEIGHT!!

What the stupid thing you talking about, man..

Sure, I know I can't getting taller even 1 cm also no..

Whatever.. Girl no need too taller,

I think only la!

Is it better on my look after loss weight??

or...Not?

give some comment,

for improving my confidence..

ha ha. . . . . . . . ha ha . . . . . . . . . .

Of course, I can't said I am so pretty or cute or whatever thing..

and I also never said that..

I just a normal girl, not clever and low E Q ..

Anyway, I got a good boyfriend who is always listen to my mind..

then... that is enough for me~

I Love You, dear..