01102010

Now is 0230a.m.

I can't fall in sleep again.

Not because of result for year 2 semester 1.

Is.. because of some reasons [P&C]

Yea, I had recommended you guys be happy always and don't worry.

But I think I am 50% wrong 50% correct!

Why? Let's continue.. :)

Who don't want be a happy person and no worries in our own life??

But there is fair for everyone who stayed in this world.

Everyones have happy and unhappy in their life.

No one is excluded!

Come back to my problems.

Long long time ago... Really...

I can't imagine that I just keep it inside my mind with X years!

Yes! Some people can feel that and some people do not.

One of my friend - Daphne said: " You're the one who is the most HAPPY person in front of everyones! But.. you're also the one who is the most SAD person behind of everyones!"

When I heard this sentence, I am trying my best for not dropping down of my tears.

But of course! My tears had just dropped out from my eyes.

She see through of my SAD inside my mind.

Is it I am still not very good to cover myself or others reason?

I never says LOSE to anybody before but this time.. I really lose to her.

Daphne, you're right!

I am sad. I am crying by alone every time when I think about that.

I never blamed on god because of not fair or what.

I will just accepted it!

Anyway, I believe I can overcome it.

I believe it will be a history after this.

I believe I won't sad anymore.

Because I had voiced it out finally!

Relax relax relax... :)

Don't worry, be happy.

A sentence for myself forever and ever!